Chronic Laziness

All this newfound time I have acquired means to me that there is more hours to sleep, can I get an Amen?!

More responsible people often ask me "You have so much time on your hands now, how are you not doing anything productive?!" It's because bed though, soo.... yah.

Matter of fact! I want to go to sleep RIGHT NOW!! Who needs productivity when I could just dream I was doing the stuff without using the energy to do so? Or even better, when I could just dream I was doing stuff while gaining more energy for the rest of my day.... that I would just end up using for MORE sleep...

It's a shame, really, how much time I'm using to do absolutely nothing. My house was pretty junky, then I got a puppy whose favorite thing to put in her mouth is the junk around the house so now my house is an absolute mess. The floor is covered in shredded toilet paper and massacred plastic hanger bits. Oh and she keeps getting into the bird seed (which I am unable to find) and pooping all over the house; that's about the only thing I clean up.

My laziness is getting too real and I can't seem to muster up the inspiration to change it. I don't want to go to school because I seemed to have lost my way in what I think I want to do. I don't want to get a second job because of previous difficulties with it. Cleaning my house just seems to become more and daunting as the days go by.... I can't go out because I'm just too expensive for myself. Like... where is my motivation?! I'm growing up to become this sedentary stagnant lady, and I'm starting to hate her... lazily.

Shoot, I'm too lazy to even think of the point of this blog so... yeah I guess that's all I've got to say for now. *shrug*

.... Somebody help me.